what would you do, babe???????

what would you do if i am not there with you

would someone else be there with you 

to hold you when you're about to fall down

to listen to all your whining day 

to even fly you to the moon 

          what would you do if i am not there with you 

          would you just crying and begging me to stay

          would you stand still and say that you never need me 

          or just hold me close and never let me go

let me tell you one thing

i would never stop my footstep 

nor even turn around to see your face 

i would just go and never looked back 

coz i know that one day you'll sent me away

Katakan i love you

"katakan saja "I Love You" padaku

maka semua milikku akan kuserahkan kepadamu"

bukankah itu yang akan kau katakan kepadaku 

tapi aku tidak akan pernah tergoda oleh semua itu 

kalaupun aku sempat tergoda 

kurasa itu normal karena mau tidak mau 

aku terlahir sebagai seorang lelaki 

dan ada sesuatu yang membuat semua laki-laki tergoda

meskipun begitu aku akan mencoba untuk bertahan

tidak seperti kamu yang mudah menjerat 

sekaligus juga mudah terjerat

sebuah gurauan

kemarin aku melontarkan sebuah gurauan

dan tahu-tahu ada seseorang yang marah karena merasa tersinggung

barusan ada yang melontarkan sebuah gurauan 

dan aku marah karena aku tersinggung

entah bagaimana sebuah gurauan yang seharusnya membuat orang tertawa

bisa berubah menjadi sesuatu yang menakutkan 

dan membuat orang lain yang mendengar menjadi marah 

padahal aku tahu bahwa maksudku adalah ingin mencairkan suasana 

tetapi suasana malah menjadi beku dan dingin 

Poems written by husband to wife

I wrote your name on sand it got washed.
I wrote your name in air, it was blown away. then
I wrote your name on my heart & i got Heart Attack.


God saw me hungry, he created pizza .
He saw me thirsty, he created Pepsi .
He saw me in dark, he created light .
He saw me without problems, he created YOU.


Twinkle Twinkle little star
You should know what you are
And once you know what you are
Mental hospital is not so far.

The rain makes all things beautiful.
The grass and flowers too.
If rain makes all things beautiful
why doesn't it rain on you?


Roses are red, Violets are blue
monkeys like u should be kept in zoo.
Don't feel so angry you will find me there too
not in cage but laughing at you.

I HATE YOU

I HATE YOU
LIKE A MOTHER HATES HER BABY CHILD
I HATE YOU
LIKE A CHILD HATES HIS TOYS
I HATE YOU
LIKE A MILLIONAIRE HATES HIS MONEY
I HATE YOU
LIKE A POOR HATES HIS POVERTY
I HATE YOU
LIKE AN ANGEL HATES THE GOODNESS
I HATE YOU
LIKE AN EVIL HATES THE SINNER
I HATE YOU
LIKE GOD HATES ALL MANKIND
AND MOST OF ALL
I NEVER LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER AND ALWAYS

look at me

there's a sadness in my tiny old heart
and i can't get rid of it
i may be all alone in this world
but i guess that doesn't make any difference
i know my rights
but I don't know when can i get it
and I sure know my responsibilities
but I never find out why should i do 'em
feels like I'm so lost in my own sorrows
just imagine
imagine that you were alone in a freakin' jungle
noone to talk to
not knowing which way to go
dammmit

tears

i saw you last night in my dream
you were laying on a hill
alone and weeping
and in my dream
i tried to calm you down
wiped your tears and held you close and gently
"there, there........."
"there's nothing to worry about"
"for i am here with you"

then you looked at me
smiling gorgeously
and that was when i felt
a very huge pain appears in my back
then i saw your hands covered in blood

you started to laugh
as i tried to reach the knife you stabbed in my back
i knew that my time had come
but i never cried
and i never scream in pain
since i know that dying in your hand
is a beautiful death